Monday, December 19, 2005

Mean

Did something considered mean last night, but as compared to that person, I ain't dat mean. I send an email to one of my module group members, not becoz I dun like her, but becoz' she didn't bother to help out in the assignment when everyone was equally busy as well. She did not even take the time off to go look what info that we need, neither did she took the initiative to search for the info. This is what I wrote to her:

You claim that "we" didn't give you a chance to help in the ERA assignment, have you ever think that you should take the initiative to research on the information first, filter out the necessary points and send it to us? It is not that we didn't write out the questions or the information that "we" are to find. "We" did. "We" wrote the questions on what to find and posted on TikiWiki and I believed Nast has told you that by calling you up. You told me before you can't access TikiWiki at home, but I remembered you could access in school. Have you login to see what's posted there? If you did, I believe you know what to find. In that case, shouldn't you take the initiative to search for the info and send us? Instead, we have to ask you. And you still SMS me whether we need help. I really did not know how to answer you that and again you asked me in class do we need help. Again, I really don't wish to answer you that for I'm sick of it.

You are not the only person who is busy with assignments. Has it come across your mind, "we" too, have assignments? "We" too, are busy with other stuff? You're not the only one who's working (if I remember correctly that you're working). I'm also working, and I also have to juggle between work and studies. Do you know that because of the heavy workload that "we" are carrying, I'm neglecting my other modules. I do not have enough time to study CP or help out alot in IC. Why? Have you thought of that before? Don't try being the victim that here I am scolding you. You can declare to the world I'm mean, but have you ever think that, who's the mean one? Do you know that one semester, I did a group project with you as well? Did you know that because of you, not taking the initiative, that I was under alot of stress and really broke down? That would only be my first and last time I would break down in school for I know it ain't worth it.

And I thought that you've changed for the better but who knows? I don't wanna continue anymore but pls try to think of your actions clearly.

Have you ever wondered who the "we" are? The "we" only refers to Nast and me, yes, only Nast and me, the 2 of us. Ever wondered why only "we"? That's because not only you, ******* (censored to protect identity of the person) also never helped out. As for the reason to why she did not help out, I do not want to mention much. Pls reflect on your actions first before start saying anything. If you wanna hate me, go ahead. I don't care anymore rather than to stress on any other irrelevant stuff anymore.

No comments: