Isolation

Back in hall, at such a early time since God knows when.

Lately only till the sun sets, would I return back to hall. Even if before sunset, it would mean to rest in hall for a while, and to go back to school at a later time, and work till midnight or late in the nights.

Seriously, just wanna dump everything aside and isolate myself from the world. Without the need to do anything. Without the need to worry about anything. Without the need for interaction. But just quietly enjoy the tranquility and moment of silence within myself.

I guess because of this mindset, been lately returning back to hall rather early, and keep myself in the room, unless necessary.

If given the option of having a Mac desktop or laptop that is able to support FCP, I wouldn't drag myself to school either. Would just prefer to edit OTOT.

Have no idea why I'm having these thoughts. Perhaps I'm just sick of everything. To aimlessly go school, do nothing. To face the com almost 24/7. Pon-tening isn't what I used to do but lately, been doing that. Just wanna be alone and need not face any interactions.

Body is taking over my heart and body... This can't continue anymore.... is it?