Finally the 'post-create' page of the blog is successfully loaded. Waited for quite some time for it to load... Guess either the LAN bandwidth is really spilted (because in school) or blogspot server is slow.

Anyway, sometimes I really don't understand the minds of humans. Why tell me one thing when the truth is another, when it's a very simple and harmless thing? I asked one of my friend which hall he was staying in 2 weeks ago, but he answered me that he ain't staying in hall. But I saw him in hall today, but he didn't see me. It's not something like "Oh, coincindentally I'm there" that type, but it's "I'm there because they are recruting sub-comms and my friends are there, so I go and find them to chat" that type. If not, how can he reach his home like in half an hour's time when his house is like super far from campus?

Couldn't you just tell the truth? It kinds of pissed me off when I found out. Whatever...

Anyway, saw 'his' MSN personal message to be emotional (The heart is the only broken device that still works) and I kind of disturbed him, with the intention of asking him the reason, but it seems that he's trying to avoid by not replying... Furthermore, he took away the personal message too....

I really want to know how he feels... really I do.... I still have feelings but izzit not wise to confess? I fear that we would no longer be friends if I do confess.... I'm scared.... But I do not wish to continue it this way....