Stress level

"The war has started. Innocent parties, if not careful enough, could accidentally fall into the trap, or perhaps land themselves in the war zone thus, seriously injured. It is a dangerous situation, a dangerous period. Innocent parties, if you do not want to get involved in this highly dangerous situation, avoid going near the war zone or you might get dragged down."

Nearly got dragged down but managed to escape in the nick of time. Got to hear the dangerous situation from all sources but experiencing personally was a totally whole new thing. Totally realised the whole of situation and even when you tried to act peace to both sides, it doesn't help. Eventually, you get pulled in, in one way or another.

May be exaggerating overbroad, but the war zone is definitely a dangerous place.

Things are worse when the stress factor adds onto it. FIL 210 homework assignment seems to be simple for some, but definitely not for the noob. Tremendous stress felt while doing the assignment. Relying on people's help all the time is not the solution every time. Yes it does helps to stir the thoughts and hence, learn at the same time, but it does adds on to the noob factor.

As a noob, more practice is needed as the lack of experience pulls the performance down. More effort and hardwork is put in, which means more time, and definitely more stress.

On the appearance, there may be a stable and calm face but it is a facade. Deep down, stress factor keeps adding and each time, doubling the effect. No normal meal times affect the appetite and with the addition factor of stress, it makes it worse. Furthermore, sleep time is greatly affected too. May get on to the bed early, but thoughts and concepts are still churning in the brain, which means there's no different from not sleeping.

It's only the second week of school and I'm already spending the weekend on homework. No good weekend for me this week, and presumably, the consecutive weekends....

Noobs will understand noobs....

Music: Holding Back the Tears - DBSK